I just recently got married in July to the man of my dreams. When I was in 8th grade I had to create a list of qualities I wanted in a husband for my Sunday School Class at church. It was quite a list...a page and a half long and I held onto until the day I said, "I Do." To my amazement God provided me with a husband that fulfilled every single one of those qualities and I never thought it was possible to find a guy that had it all. Not only did I think it was impossible to find a guy that had it all, but I never imagined he would provide the man he did for me to spend the rest of my life with! Let me explain....when I was in 5th grade, I had the BIGGEST crush on a boy in the 6th grade at my church. You know, the kind where if the boy even remotely looked in your direction you start blushing and automatically think he was looking directly at you and then you and all of your girlfriends start whispering back and forth about it... yea, it was that kind of crush. Well, my BFF at the time decided she would drop a little hint to him that I thought he was cute. Sadly, his response to her horrifying news was, "Eww, Gross." Way to shatter a girl's crush! So I moved onto my next little crush...however throughout the years that little girly crush on the first boy never really went away. 4 years later, when I was in the 9th grade, the same boy that said, "Eww, Gross" asked me to be his girlfriend. 6 years after that, I married my childhood crush. I cannot thank God enough for putting and keeping Josh in my life. I truly cannot imagine my life without him. He makes me smile, even in times where I just don't feel like it. He will do whatever it takes to make me laugh, no matter how stupid he may look in the process. He makes me feel like the most important woman in the world just by his touch. I could keep going but I will spare you all the mushy gushy details.

Our stories are VERY similar! Josh was the first and only guys I dated. I had a list of qualities and prayed for my future husband. We began dating, I pulled out my qualities, and he exceeded them all. A few months before my wedding, I found my list of qualities and my maid of honor threatened to read them at our wedding. So cool how similar our stories are!
ReplyDeleteBut the mushy details are the best! I love that you are giving it a second try. It's such a release! I hate that I wasn't apart f the more adult portion of your life, but I remember all of the middle school and most f the high school parts. I remember the crushes. He was always meant for you :)
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